I faced my fears and made my way to my Weight Watchers meeting today. I was so nervous all day and tried to give myself a million reasons not to go today. I kept trying to convince myself that if I waited another week I could get back on track and be back to the weight I was on June 10th. I knew I was lying to myself. If I put it off another week I wouldn't get back on track and I would continue to gain everything I fought to get off.
So, I decided to pay the piper and went to my meeting. I told the person weighing me in that I didn't want to know what the damage was and I would just check when I got home. She was very nice and made sure to block my paper so I couldn't see anything. She gave me my paperwork and I was on my way.
Gabrian was with me and had to stop in the bathroom on our way out. I decided I couldn't wait any longer to find out the results and had to look. My new weight is.....323.9. I only gained 1.7 lbs. in the 3 weeks that I was straying off the program. I am so glad that I went back. The gain wasn't too bad and I prevented myself from going completely out of control. I am now focused again and look forward to seeing next weeks results.
I should note...just because I don't want to feel like I am getting off to the wrong foot. That I am going to delay the exercise. My foot is really hurting and I am afraid to make it worse. I am going to delay it until it starts to feel better.
See you next week with the results and a recap of how my week went!